Like a shelter. Like a clothing. Like a defence. Like a rescue. That's all I saw at first. Awaken by the Holy Spirit. I'm now with regrets. Shame flooding my eyes. As pain storms heart. I thought I found help but I was wrong. The same thing. The same experience. The same truth. I ran aways from. Is standing here stirring at me. I thought I escaped. I thought I was smart. I thought I was deceiving every one. But I was wrong. I deceived my self. I destroyed my own shelter. I buried my own value. I am naked and exposed. I thought "lying" would help me. But I was wrong! Lying is a thief! It has stolen the same thing I was protecting. Truth! Truth! Let me feel your warm embrace. Hold me and don't let me go. Lies! Lies! It's over! I'm breaking up with you! I can't trust you any more! I'm in love with "the truth." Good bye! #princevictormatthew #BabaLove...